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I only felt cold and blank. I packed my things to go on a business trip. Darren would always drive me to the airport when I was traveling on business so when he dropped me at the curb, I turned to him and told him that I was leaving. I was forced to surrender to the fact that he was no different than all of Hooker wants suck dick other men that had abused me in the past.
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Looking back, I would have done one thing differently. I would have let others into my disappointment before it turned into despair. For some reason, only God knows, I kept the divorce papers in my purse and never filed.
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